Wrestling With Mountains
"For the mountains may be removed and the hills may shake, But My lovingkindness will not be removed from you, And My covenant of peace will not be shaken," Says the LORD who has compassion on you." Isaiah 54:10
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Friday, September 11, 2015
A Christian's Iniquity Part Two
“Therefore justice is far from us, and righteousness does not overtake us. We hope for light, but behold, darkness, for brightness, but we walk in gloom. We grope along the wall like blind men. We grope like those who have no eyes. We stumble at midday as in the twilight; among those who are vigorous we are like dead men. All of us growl like bears, and moan sadly like doves. We hope for justice, but there is none, for salvation, but it is far from us. For our transgressions are multiplied before You, and our sins testify against us; for our transgressions are with us, and we know our iniquities: Transgressing and denying the LORD, and turning away from our God, Speaking oppression and revolt, conceiving in and uttering from the heart lying words. Justice is turned back, and righteousness stands far away; for truth has stumbled in the street, and uprightness cannot enter.” Isaiah 59:9-14
It has been said
that we can choose our actions but not the consequences of those actions. We
would like to think that when we sin we come to the Father for forgiveness
and that forgiveness not only
neutralizes the sin and the eternal consequence of sin, but the temporal
consequence as well. But live a day and we realize there are consequences that
bear on the decisions we make that must be paid. If you betray a friendship,
you may receive an “I forgive you”, but you still must earn that friend’s trust
again. Create a vehicular accident and you may get a pardon, but someone was
still impacted to some degree by that accident. Even when we think we have
gotten away with a fault, in reality someone is still paying the price for that
choice, either someone else now, or you later, or worse, you may be paying and
not even know it. If God pardons our sins, why then, is there yet a
consequence? God promises to forgive our sins, and before God there is
justification, but every choice we make sets about a sequence of events that
often have much farther reaching consequences then we may know.
This is what has
happened in Israel; this is what God is addressing through Isaiah. The children
of Israel expected that if they were going to be punished for the choices they
were making they would feel it right away. But because God is merciful and
patient and slow to anger, He held back justice to give them a chance to repent.
The Israelites viewed no retribution as license and instead of moving towards
God and mercy, they became more and more wicked. Their wickedness became so
intense that Hosea 4:2 describes it, “By swearing, and lying, and
killing, and stealing, and committing adultery, they break out, and blood
touches blood.” Picture that, the blood of one slain from wickedness touches
the blood of the next. It is a horrible state. They were paying for their sins
and didn’t even realize it.
Today, we hate the
idea that we cannot do what we want. We justify our behavior saying that we
will apologize to God and He will wipe that sin away. We “forget” entirely
about the consequences. Or we don’t apologize. We view ourselves as under
grace, and the choices we make which are inherently selfish and self-seeking we
dismiss because we are “saved” and under grace. Maybe we don’t think our
decisions are so bad because after all we haven’t killed anyone, or physically
knelt to idols, or stolen from someone’s home and if we have we expect a little
token prayer will nullify our “slight” and let us get on our way.
Our platitudes
sound eerily like those the Israelites made. After all they were the chosen and
they were safe. As long as they made their sacrifices they could go right back
to living how they wanted. Without the immediacy of consequence, they saw
themselves as in the clear. We too say our casual prayers and return to our selfish
pursuits and consider ourselves “safe”. I wonder if like the Israelites, we are
storing up for ourselves judgement.
The entirety of
Hebrews 4 speaks about approaching God with faith and that this same faith must
be the foundation for our approach to God. How can we say we have faith when we
treat His charge of how we ought to live so callously? Are we not saying to
God, “I don’t really believe you when you tell me this is sin”? How then is
that faith? In fact Hebrews 10:26-30 takes it one step further. “For if
we go on sinning willfully after receiving the knowledge of the truth, there no
longer remains a sacrifice for sins, but a terrifying expectation of judgment
and THE FURY OF A FIRE WHICH WILL CONSUME THE ADVERSARIES. Anyone who
has set aside the Law of Moses dies without mercy on the testimony of two
or three witnesses. How much more severe a punishment do you think he will
deserve who has trampled underfoot the Son of God, and has regarded as unclean
the blood of the covenant by which he was sanctified, and has insulted the
Spirit of grace? For we know Him who said, “VENGEANCE IS MINE, I WILL
REPAY.” And again, “THE LORD WILL JUDGE HIS PEOPLE.” It is a
terrifying thing to fall into the hands of the living God.”
I shiver when I think of the state of the church. But I call out for mercy when I realize the thoughts and intents of my own heart. When I realize that: what I may call ok to watch on tv, is what God calls unclean; when I allow anger and bitterness over injustice, yet Jesus calls anger akin to murder; when I get angry that I can't have what I think I deserve and I view the absence of these "proofs of God's love for me" (like having children, or an easier time in my marriage) and I recoil at God or the church; all these things left unrepented of come dangerously close to rebellion.
It isn't that I believe every Christian must be exactly perfect, but the stepping into sin should cause our hearts to shudder and surrender. Faith demands that I believe God when He says that rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft. My trip should cause me to land on my face before the cross. Paul reminds believers in Hebrews 8:11-14 that we should be moving toward maturity, not continually being tripped up in the same weaknesses. Paul reminds us in Romans 12:2, "be not conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God."
God allowing us to reap to some element of the consequences of our decisions is really such grace. It causes us to come face to face with our sin. We have such a merciful God that He gives us the chance to see what we have done, repent and return to Him. I don't want my sin to slide so that I fall farther and farther away, and so that the sin that used to make me quake before God now is dismissed as nothing.
God help us by His Holy Spirit to call sin sin, and see consequence as His mercy to show us that the time to become pure before Him is now.
(Next Post: He put on righteousness like a breastplate, and a helmet of salvation on His head; and He put on garments of vengeance for clothing and wrapped Himself with zeal as a mantle. One of my favorite verses, it hides within it the single most powerful weapon God has given the Christian.)
Thursday, August 27, 2015
A Christian’s Iniquity Part One
"You are of your father, the devil, and you want to do the desires of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth because there is no truth in him. Whenever he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own nature, for he is a liar and the father of lies." John 8:44
It is not that such individual decisions cause us to lose our salvation standing before God, but about whose nature is being produced in us. We are in the process of being transformed into the image of God (2 Corinthians 3:18). So what nature are we fostering with us?
Friday, August 14, 2015
The Blessing of Suffering (cont...)
The Blessing of Suffering
This seems illogical to the world. In fact, the Bible states that the life of the disciple of Christ is foolishness to those who are not one.
We can admit that we ourselves struggle with the same opinions that those during the time of Paul struggled with which made understanding of the message of Jesus so confusing. How difficult it can be to believe without the signs we all want as proof! How difficult when loving Jesus demands sacrifice, and may at times make no logical sense!!
Can it be that we keep putting the cart before the horse, as it were? Our focus so often tends to be controlling what can be seen or perceived and therefore controlled, and by that we determine the truth about what can not be seen or controlled. We are walking after the flesh, the five senses.
Romans 8 brings all this into focus:
"1There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. 2For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death. 3For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh: 4That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. 5For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit. 6For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. 7Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. 8So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God."
Paul urges us to put to death the deeds of the flesh and is reminding us to walk not after the inspiration of what our five senses dictate but what the Spirit of God in us inspires us to do. We are no longer living from the outside in but from the inside out. The Spirit dictates to our spirit which dictates to our flesh the course of action. Later on Paul calls this "mortifying the deeds of the body" and tells us in vs 17 "And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together."
It puts a new spin on suffering doesn't it?
The truth of the revealed Word of God calls to us to lay aside our worldly wisdom and human logic that wants to put suffering, and every other aspect of the nature and revelation of God, into a mathematical equation. The revelation of the Truth of the wisdom of God flips all that on it's head.
Paul's dramatic conversion meant that where he measured the mettle of his devotion by inflicting suffering on others who perverted what he saw as truth, he now saw no merit in even counting physical suffering he personally endured as part of his devotion. It hardly registered. His passion became knowing Christ and making Him known. Everything else was something in the way that was to be overcome. He considered his biggest threat not those who looked to stop him or punish him, but it was his own flesh, which was to be subdued. Putting to death the deeds of his own flesh was to him the fellowship of suffering.
We feel that doing something big for God, some vast physical endurance plot or some great assault on us from the outside proves the intensity of our love for Christ. But the biggest struggle, the greatest suffering that will bear for us the greatest return, is to put to death the deeds of our body. To submit the weakness of our understanding to the bliss of pure trust in God, without requiring the endless justification we seem to need to keep our flesh in check.
Those who yield to this surrender to the Holy Spirit's work begin to see a crack in the supernatural, a shocking glimpse of Glory, that subdues all the other markers we look at that taunt us to define Him by our own selves and our own understanding. This dying to self and surrender to His Glory at work in us will overwhelm all we surrender to Him, will move us to live on another plane of understanding and redefine to us what even feels like suffering anymore.